I'm taking a break...

So yesterday I went to the Dr with some pain, I thought worst case it's my appendix and I'll have to have it removed, after open heart surgery that didn't sound too scary.

After I don't know how many hours in the ER they tell me I have cysts and a mass and I need to be seen ASAP (seriously I have appointments Monday morning) for additional testing.

To say I'm terrified would be an understatement, I've been through cancer once already and I was extremely lucky, I don't know how to feel about the potential of starting that whole journey over again.

So to keep my brain at peace I'm taking a reviewing break, don't get me wrong I'll still be reading and posting some things on social media it just won't be to the level I normally strive for and won't be near as detailed, and all of my engagement groups are on pause.

The next couple of weeks are going to mess with my mind in ways I can't describe so hopefully reading for fun without the stress of having things posted on time or written in a specific way will help keep my brain busy and help me to try and just stay rlaxed.